Rain Note in Friday… ^_^

 

We never know when the time will take us in our future which is such a beautiful moments to remember. I believe everyone have their own dreams. Some made it work and some others didn’t. It depends on their efforts and prays to God.

I have thousands of dreams to reach and I’d like to make it work. Some people say too many dreams in your life is not good, but I personally think that many dreams will raise many efforts, many adventures, many stories, much happiness, much disappointed which all to make this life live. These all things are the processes to find out who I am and what I want going to do and to be.

I was born from a suck mess family. My parents left me when I was three months old. My dad is married and so do my mother. I had been grown by my beloved granddad. My handsome granddad of course and for that I used to do everything by myself. Be happy for them who get their parents close. Sometimes I am jealous with them but it's OK. Some people say that I am an ambition little girl and…….. I am. I believe that we live without ambition is nothing. Ambition makes me walk till here, till today. And I have to thank to my parents for leaving me because I can feel the sadness of falling and then return with all power that I got from it.

Sepenggal Surat Untuk Sahabat Kecilku di Surga

Angin dingin makin menelusup,.merambahi,. dan bercengkrama dengan tulang belulangku yg terbungkus daging tipis..
Mmmh... aku slalu mengagumi saat - saat seperti ini dlam hidupku walau tubuh ini jga berhak akan aku..
Sobat,.andai kau ada disini malam ini,..kita akan tertawa lepas sampai pagi salami kita..

Kita akan b'bagi cerita tentang smua yg berlaku hampir 2 tahun kau pergi..
Aku akan b'cerita tentang duniaku dan teman - teman kita,.dan kau akan bercerita tentang surgamu dan teman2 barumu disana..
Hanya kau,.aku,.dan para setan - setan yg berpesta pora di keheningan malam ini...
Huffth..aq tak tau harus menulis apalgi..1 yg pasti,.aku merindukanmu sayangku..
Rindu akan senymanmu yang mengalahkan senyuman monalisa-nya Da Vinci.. merindukan style kerudungmu yg biasa kau jepit tepat blakang kondemu..
Ataupn celotehanmu yg kdang menyakitkan..hehe..,

Sobat..aku hanya bisa titipkan doaku lewat punggungan gemawan menakjubkan Tuhan bahwa kau mendpatkan tempt yg t'baik disisiNya...
I MISS U always...